Get real…

Chiew Ee!

No one’s gonna save your @ss but yourself! 

Excuse me. I was just trying to justify myself for doing (or planning to do) something out of character, something contrary to my principles. But I can’t even convince myself that my actions are justified, what more others? I hate being an b!+ch, I tried not being one, but I felt that I am being pulled to the darker side more nowadays. Get a hold of yourself! I am being on the offensive and more confrontational (not that I’m not confrontational before) nowadays, I need to go back to basics.

Survival 101 – When not threatened, keep quiet

Survival 102 – When threatened, defend yourself

Survival 103 – If 102 does not work, attack

Gee. I think I have just bypassed 102 and went directly to 103. 

Sigh. If only things were much simpler. Where art thou, me light when I need-ed thou?

*Smack* Snap out of it!  I guess the cliche “desperate times call for desperate measures” rings true in desperate times like this. True to the nature of homo sapiens, we always strive to protect ourselves. It is the “survival of the fittest” according to Darwin’s theory of evolution. Outwit and outlast.

And I shall outwit and outlast! To hell with my so called principle (for this time only)